The Begining of a Girl Who is Changing

katbluestar17 @ 2006-10-23T00:07:00

2006-10-23T05:07:47Z

I am a live, I have been swamped and cant believe i have written in so long :)

katbluestar17 @ 2006-06-05T07:37:00

2006-06-05T13:37:04Z

I am on my way to Texas. Im in OZ country right now. Where is my wisconsin weather??? It is going to be a HOT STICKY SUMMER !!!!! AHHHHH.... Ill updated later... Miss you all :)

All those in highschool ... if you could help me out it would be greatly appreciated :)

2006-04-26T14:23:00Z

If you have time could you answer some of these questions for me it is for a paper for one of my youth classes .

What do u believe about God?
What do u believe about Spirituality?
What do u believe/think about Christainity?

How do you think Christainity fits with other religions?

Just give me some feed back.

Thanks so much I love you all. I am stressed like always and exciting news... Trinity know has a theatre program!!!! I am so pumped !!!!

you can also send me response in email. CAreishere04@hotmail.com

Just an update on life.... Sorry that it has been so long

2006-04-13T16:07:33Z

Life has many things involved with in it. I have my school life, my milwaukee life, my work life and my softball life. Yeah 4 lifes in One enormous one.

Well as of a week ago today was opening night for the school play which we did the crucible. It was an amazing experience and lots of fun with it and everything.

It has been so long....

2006-03-17T15:25:33Z

Well Life has been pretty eventful lately. I am super busy... but in the long run it is well worth it. The play is going good.. I have to be totally off book by next week tuesday. It is scary. Last night we ran a scenc where i say alot .... I got so confussed and Flustered... but i made it through. The Crucible is an intense play... and guess what I am also learning a scotish accent. :) It is hard but I know I can do it. :) Softball is going pretty great. I love those girls so much... I love serving them the way I do. Also I need to find a roomate for next year... as of right now I cant think of anyone.. I miss Milwaukee, I really just miss the people from there especially people I havent seen in a good month or so and even longer. I love ya guys.. Well Im off traveling with the softball team to Missouri.... Long bus ride ahead :) Along with that ... IT is 3 weeks until the show opens up AHHH!!! By the way if you want to come and check out let me know... it is April 6,7 and 8.

Have a great weekend all.

katbluestar17 @ 2006-02-14T01:12:00

2006-02-14T07:12:10Z

Okay I need to spill, my guts are going crazy. This weekend rocked in so many ways!!!!

I just have to say that This year is awesome already!!!!

After 4 long years, I got a kiss.:)

Since I havent updated in a while....

2006-02-05T17:48:26Z

Hi Everyone !!!

Wow it has been a long time since I have updated... Sorry about that.. life has been over taken with work, school, softball and everything else in my life. It is hard to sit here and type for a long time.

In this past month in school, I have/am doing alot of awesome things. First off I love my classes :) Im in a study of drama class to fill an english requirement. All the plays we read are what we did in Macks class in highschool. We are reading hamlet right now... it is exciting...and we just finished Opedius Rex. My other classes all pretain to my major, it is a alot of theology but I love it.
Softball has begun yet again. We have 9pm-12pm practices yippeee :) Great times Great times.
Guess what is really awesome and exciting??
We had try outs this week for the play we are doing this semester. I decided to try out and take a chance with it. The guy who is directing has done alot on broadway on and off stage also in chicago too. So I just thought I would give it my all and try out.
Well I must of done great, cause I have a part :) I am super excited. We are doing the Crucible by Arthur Miller, a great intense play, I like it alot more then Death of A Salesmen ( For anyone has been in IB theatre). I got the part of Mary Warren, this my biggest role i have had in a play :) I am super excited !!!!! I am a servant girl to Mr and Mrs Proctor. For those who dont know the crucible is about the salem witch trails. I am one of the teenage girls who says who is a witch and not. i actually battle the whole play back and forth about whether or not they and such. I have alot of inner battle. Two of the girls in my suite made it too, one is an understudy, and the other one is Susanna, I am so happy they are part of it, it gives us a chance for more bonding and also be able to support one another :) I actually have an understudy, I never thought I ever would.

Life has been going grand!! I will be in milwaukee this coming weekend!! YAY!!!! Milwaukeee!!!

Miss you all, let me know how you are :)

A girl confussed upset and pissed

2005-12-29T17:58:58Z

In my last entry I explained I was sick and wasnt probably going to be able to see one of my friends and guess what. That came true. I am not sure if I am angry and pissed or just upset at the fact. I dont know it was something I was looking forward to. Wont get a chance to seee this person until summer and maybe that is a good thing. Still inside I just wanted to talk and be open in general to someone who knows me well. I can say though that he didnt forget my birthday and that made me happy. I know that he is doing well, but man I still miss him.I m just having faith in God. He made me sick for a reason beyond my control and with that he has a plan.

I cant wait for 2006 to come around. Im looking forward to seeing what is going to happen out there. Hope all is well with everyone.

katbluestar17 @ 2005-12-27T15:36:00

2005-12-27T21:35:22Z

I am not a happy camper i might just say. I am so sick and worn out that it stinks. I am somwhat happy though that I am sick at home and not at school. I kinda wish though it would of held off to the new year. O well God has a plan and that is all that matters :)

I guess my christmas present and birthday present is being sick while at home. Which is all good said and done. I missed work today due to it and also probably wont get to see one of my good friends. I just hope tommorrow i feel better enough to go out and see a movie or even get food with my friends and family since other plans kind of fell through for my birthday.

I know it will all work out in the long run.

I guess the good thing is I dont have temperature of almost a 103 anymore and that I am finally able to stand up and walk around with out feeling dizzy. YAY!

I hope everyone had a great christmas and also wish you a Happy New Year :)

katbluestar17 @ 2005-12-15T19:55:00

2005-12-16T01:55:32Z

FINALLY!!! I AM DONE WITH FINALS !!!!!

Back in milwaukee til the 9th, if you want to do something give me a ring :) I hope all is well :)

katbluestar17 @ 2005-12-11T20:39:00

2005-12-12T02:39:59Z

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance.

Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer.

Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

katbluestar17 @ 2005-11-21T10:50:00

2005-11-21T16:48:57Z

Alright, first off i want to apolognize for not really keeping up with this thing but school has been so busy!!! I am in the process of applying to go a broad, how cool is that. I am looking at Ireland, and most likely Australia, if we still offer it. Now the crazy thing is that I REALLY WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIA!! The program that i have read about deals with theater, theater guys how awesome is that and also has ministry classes unlike Ireland or other places, plus theater in Australia how awesome would that be. I really want to study broad just problem lie around here, it might mean and etc semester. Do i really want to do that??? Not so much. I will see what happens. I will be home starting Wed - Mon so if any wants to try and gether let me know. LOVe ya lots :)

katbluestar17 @ 2005-10-18T18:13:00

2005-10-18T23:14:50Z

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I just had to let a big old scream out......

I hope that all is well.

katbluestar17 @ 2005-09-14T14:52:00

2005-09-14T19:54:48Z

So far this school year has been awesome. I am definetly growing alot more this year. The girls i live with are so amazing. I love these girls. Also softball is going good. I am keeping busy though...
Well I need to get to class, so here are some pics to explain kind of what i have been up to lately .... enjoy and if you have questions just ask.

http://www.dotphoto.com/go.asp?l=katbluestar17&p=DD16&AID=2823277

Love you guys

PS By the way I am on Facebook!! It is amazing...

Life is moving

2005-09-07T06:39:04Z

The past couple of weeks of being at school have been fun. I have met alot of awesome friends and feel like i have made some great connections. I have been loads of school work and have been pulling late nights. I have come to realize i am a night person. I would of never of thought of that if i was not told so by someone earlier tonight. I have gotten only 3- 4 hours of sleep the past four night now. I can tell that it is taking a toll but their is nothing i can do about it. This is what happens. I have done some pretty cool things like mattress surfing/sliding down the stairs and then watching loads of movies, stealing the chair and actually winning.

Also I have been given an oppurtunity to go down to New orleans with school over our fall break in October to help with the clean up efforts down their. I am not sure if i am going down or not yet, I really do want to. We have also had a lot of tragedy here on my campus and we are only in our third week of school or maybe four. One of my professors daughter died on saturday after having a heart attack at age 27 and she was suppose to be getting married on saturday. Then one of our other professors was in a motorcycle accident on thrusday he suffered major injuries, he lost a foot and will have to go through many surgeries to get work done on other places where he was badly her his pelvis femur, wrist rotator cuff and etc.

So let it be said it has been tough down here. Also we have lost power twice due to building a new dorm and now we dont have AC in our dorms. IT is 90 with the windows open and everything. I guess it is true heat rises.

Also is anyone here on facebook, i need to be invited to join, my school isnt on the list but i can get on through being alum of king but i need someone to invite me. If you could that would be awesomme.

I love you all and i hope everything is going awesome where you are. I miss ya and have fun.

First entry from second year of college

2005-08-19T13:55:49Z

I am offically back and all moved in. Now i am waiting for my roomate to get here and the rest of the girls in my suite. I cant believe summer flew by so fast. I have so many memories of this summer. It is just crazy reflection time has surely hit. Well i need to go have meetings to get to and such. Good morning! have fun today :)

My new beginning

2005-08-18T07:28:25Z

In exactly ten hours i wil be back in my dorm room and starting another year again. I am sad and torn and lost to alot of things. I am going in so busy it is just crazy but i know all will work out in the end :)

To everyone i didnt get a chance to say bye too GOODBYE!!!

Ashley safe trip to milwaukee!!

All the people in highschool have fun and dont stress yourself the first week

Everyone going off to college enjoy and relax and have fun.

katbluestar17 @ 2005-08-01T00:59:00

2005-08-01T05:59:48Z

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katbluestar17 @ 2005-07-30T19:51:00

2005-07-31T00:57:16Z

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new
girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

" COOL " Gwen Stefani

This song lately has helped to realize how lucky i am and also has let me see some things that have changed. Summer is almost over and off to a start of a new school year. In two weeks i will be at the dorms climbing up to my top bunk, how time flies.

Even though i have changed i still feel like the same.

It has been long over due... time to update :)

2005-07-18T00:00:39Z

Summer has been full of its adventures and it just seems to be getting better :) I finally did something i thought i never would do and that is kind of scary, but i did it. I finally opened up to a guy and had and awesome time. It was amazing, i just felt comfortable. Time just flew by which is so amazing. I just have to say that last night is one of those nights i will never forget :)

Work has been work, what i can i say i do it all the time. It kind of sucks when i look at how long i do it for, but at the same time it is so fulfilling for me. I love it :) Kids can be brats and also jerk and selfish but they need some one to teach them how to be. Give them a positive influence and that is what i am trying to do.

hmmmm..... I cant think of anything else right now. I leave in a month back for school, it is so weird . Love ya

katbluestar17 @ 2005-07-17T09:02:00

2005-07-17T14:03:42Z

Wow!
That just describes my pst night and morning! Still no sleep. Explain more later :)

Myra I am not dead i am here

2005-07-03T19:53:59Z

You Are 68% American

Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you!

How American Are You?

Wow I have been busy. Work is starting to kill me and i really want to see people. I have been doing some new things like swing dancing and catch up on reading. Yeah, but i am not dead which others thought. My parents are gone for the next 3 weeks. It is crazy. love you

katbluestar17 @ 2005-06-03T00:21:00

2005-06-03T05:23:52Z

You Were Actually Born Under:

You are solid, methodical, and you do things right the first time.
Even when no one else does, you always believe in yourself.
You tend to see the world in black and white, right or wrong.
A good memory and eye for details means you tend to thrive at near impossible tasks.

You are most compatible with a Snake or Rooster.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!

You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse.

What Year Were You Born Under?

I have been so busy lately! work is going to be the end of me this summer, but i still want to see everyone :) also college the question has been raisied, what to do?

PS Congrats to all the graduates. I hope you guys had an awesome night and i look forward to seeing some of you in the next couple of months, :)

I need to go to bed, write later, work in seven hours yuck!

What can I say Friday the 13th wasnt bad at all !!!!

2005-05-14T16:03:44Z

Being back in Milwaukee is so awesome!!! I love the feeling of being somewhere away from school.

Last night was jammed packed fun!
The plans were to go see lifehouse at the rave but the tickets i had that said FREE all over them were not free at all! So instead we as a group decided to see a movie.

So Michelle,Anna and I went and saw a Alot Like Love,it is an awesome movie but is a girl movie completely. I am pretty sure you girls will say that ashton kutcher is a tad cute in the movie. Otherwise awesome.
After the movie we went and picked up my friend Kendal. We went and got ice cream from Roberts! man i never knew how much i missed real ice cream. It was great after that. It was around 10 30 this time and none of us really wanted to go home. So we decided to go down hwy 100.

For all of you that know my car it is not the type of car you would drive down hwy 100 at this time at night. Well I did anyways and it was loads of fun.

Even though my so called mini van isnt a honda, i had loads of fun. Their were so many cars that were checking us girls out it was hilarious! I also kind beat two cars too racing( we werent actually racing) Their so much that happened last night i cant even finish typing it here.

I need to go and do some errands and then off to see people. Ttyl

First year of college done with and now gone ....

2005-05-12T16:10:55Z

Wow I cant believe I am done with my first year of college. It is insane! Professors here remind me of some teachers back in highschool. They all have the emphasis of christanity like Mackinson did, but they also dont know what they are teaching eitheir. Hmmm..... You would think college would change that but at least here it doesnt.

Well I will be back in Milwaukee tonight which makes me excitied!! Tommorrow i have to unpack some boxes and then i am done. Saturday i have the forensic banquet :)and then another occasion to take part in :) Then starting monday next week i get to drive back to school for a week long class, then i am done and am working at the YMCA to fulfill my requirement for class! This is so exciting and makes me happy and ready for adventure!

I dont know what the summer will hold but i am definetly looking forward to having fun and trying new things mean while :)

Oh yeah and Jamaba Juice is awesome and I cant wait to DRIVE MY CAR!!!!